urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blainex CUR$IVE CUR$IVE 2008-12-08T17:25:58Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blainex:1150 2007-05-03T07:08:56Z 2008-12-08T17:25:58Z let me fill you in on what you dont know<br /><br />im 21 and im cursive<br /><br />in my eyes im nothing i have no self asteam and all i know is too look down on my self<br />i have tattoos and i realise its why people look at me and instantly judge me<br />i wear my heart on my sleeve <br />i have feelings im just like you with tattoos<br /><br />but enough with that<br /><br />about me i sing in a hardcore band and i do art<br /><br />im nothing <br /><br />the reason i feel the way i do<br /><br />is because of my ex<br />i loved kayliegh with alll my heart<br />and we were engaged she was pregnant <br />and life was good then out of no were she leaves me and everyday would call me and tell me how she fucking hates me and how im nothing but shit<br />she did this hours a day everyday for 3 months i guess it killed me inside<br />and yes theres alot of things i left out that were horrible and added too the pain but yet i still love her<br />and i can never forget her <br />but its time i move on<br /><br /><br />beside all that <br /><br />im sing in a hardcore band<br />i miss LA<br />i do nothing all day<br /><br />and i need to start progressing more hahahahha urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blainex:789 2007-04-26T09:02:47Z 2008-12-08T17:16:45Z i realise now everything is only gonna come crashing down <br /><br />here go's my heart urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blainex:561 2007-04-19T07:56:35Z 2008-12-08T17:12:37Z so i realise i hardly write in this but that willl now change<br /><br />im just busy alot<br />because of music sorry guys and girls<br /><br />----- cursive